~Im Change~

I just realized it this evening, when I looked into the mirror.

I looked up and saw a quite pretty girl. not beautiful, but pretty.

do you know these moments, when you feel like the ugliest girl in the world?

and on other days you're quite happy with yourself?

well, I had those up and downs too.

a couple of years ago I was quite unhappy with myself.

I didn't like my clothes, which my sister bought and I didn't know how to use make up.

I put tons of powder on my face to cover my  acne.

I used to be obsessed with High School Musical, Camp Rock and that stuff.

actually, I still like and watch them.

but over the last few weeks I changed. 

I changed my hair & my eyescolour, but on the inside I changed a bit too.

[is it weird to use "change" in three sentences after another ? :O]

I know which music I like, how to use my make up and I know which clothes fit me.

and I wear high heels. I never wore shoes like that because I prefer sneakers, but

I think it's time to learn how to walk with them because I look so weird walking in high heels.

but I will train.

sometimes I'm still childish and like to watch cartoons and play hide and seek, because
I don't want to grow up that fast.
you're spending your life being an adult so long and the childhood is so short.
and I'm trying to enjoy every minute of it.