~Tired~

I maybe over dramatic, but i’m not happy at school. I don’t like that they are paying $2000 each year for me to go, when I can’t concentrate because I can think is, I want to get out of here, and everything is pissing me off and I’m miserable here. I look forward to going home, the only part about school i like is sitting on the bus on the way home. I felt a part of something in my old school, i miss my best friends, so terribly, I kept nearly crying today just because it isn’t the same. I tried to get used to it, i really hope I can move back to my old school like mum said we could talk about once , because I don’t care if it is in year twelve, the most important year. I can do it, i’m not saying I’m a genius but I am smart enough to get into things and get things going smoothly if i just try and want to. When mum said we could talk about moving me back later on, I got so happy, but only for a little while because I stopped getting my hopes up. She says things like this, says she will set up a counseller for me but it never happened, she said she would do this three times now, and never has. So i wouldn’t be surprised if she forgets that she said that, so why get my hopes up?  my new school so bored, and i slept most of the day, and stayed in the same place and just was counting down till i could leave. If i had my way I’d be out of there by the end of this term coming up next term, but i can’t, I wish i could, the people are nice enough I just don’t fit in, i’m around people but I don’t feel as if i’m there. I feel slowly ignored by the people who took me in, only one of them I really connected with, but not too much. I miss my friends, i miss being happy to go to school. I look forward to nothing, i just look forward to it all.ending.