I wonder what things are going to be like now.
Now that he's not as big of a part of my life.
I think I'll be happier.
He can't accept that.
He doesn't want to.
He can't understand that this is what I need.
Maybe I was wrong earlier,
when I said this would hurt me more.
He seems so broken.
I hate to see him like this.
I hate knowing that it's my fault.
But I'm not doing this any longer.
I can't keep lying to myself.
So I'm going to smile.
And go about my way.
And yes, this will hurt him.
But he'll find someone better.
Someone he deserves.
He may not agree,
but I'm not the one for him.
And he's not the one for me.
Hell, we're only freshmen.
I'm not saying you can't find love as freshmen,
but I just didn't find in him.
He may have thought he found it in me
but I think he's going to find someone
and never think again.
I really do hate that he's hurt.
I hate that so much.
But ohmygod I'm free.
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