I Love This

I love this moment in time

Right Now.

I'm sitting on my bed

Just Sitting,

listening to the radio

with the window

Open

.
I'm looking through old pictures and

Remembering

how happy we were then

and looking through recent pictures and seeing just how

Fake

of a smile that is that I'm wearing.

But then I look out the window

and I can feel Spring coming

and I forget about

Everything

that ever bothered me.

I'm aiming for the moon

but shooting for the stars,

because

I'm Done.

I don't need this. 

I'm going to forget. 

and start over.

Who I am

Hates

Who I've been

But I figure, 

if I work hard enough now

to be the person 

I know I can be

who I've been

will melt

Away