I can't decide who this going to hurt more.
Me, or him.
Probably me.
It's going to take me awhile to get over the fact that I let myself hurt him.
I told him I would never hurt him intentionally.
But if I continue this charade, I'm hurting myself.
For some reason,
it's easier to let myself hurt him, versus letting me hurt myself.
And I hate that.
If he, or anyone for that matter, ever says I didn't care
they're wrong.
I can't stand this.
I can't stand hurt.
No one needs this pain.
But the time has just come for the pain.
I welcome it, because it stands for the end of a pain.
This new pain will hurt so much more than the other one,
but it will be so much briefer.
And so much more worth it in the end.
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