At this point,
I'm finding myself wondering why I care.
Wondering what's the point?
Things have gotten better, yes that's true,
but things are never good.
They never were.
That's a lie,
maybe they were at some point,
but I can't remember it.
What do I matter?
What am I other than one extra person?
I feel like giving up.
And maybe I should.
That would be so much easier.
And if I can't give up,
can I not give in?
No.
I can't do that.
I won't let myself do that.
So where does this leave me?
Hoping, I suppose.
Hoping that I can trust myself.
It's hard to have faith in yourself when no one else has faith in you.
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