Saturday, September 4, 2010

Next Time I'll Be Prove


At this point, 
I'm finding myself wondering why I care. 
Wondering what's the point?
Things have gotten better, yes that's true,
but things are never good. 
They never were. 
That's a lie, 
maybe they were at some point, 
but I can't remember it.

What do I matter?
What am I other than one extra person?
I feel like giving up.
And maybe I should. 
That would be so much easier.
And if I can't give up,
can I not give in?
No.
I can't do that.
I won't let myself do that.
So where does this leave me?

Hoping, I suppose. 
Hoping that I can trust myself. 
It's hard to have faith in yourself when no one else has faith in you. 


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